grey matter

standing on the line (of beauty): areas between the dichotomy of what is and what should be and wishing that they merge in splendid fashion... ahhh... if only... i sigh wistfully as i stare at my.. erm.. computer screen in a very unromantic way.. a.k.a very stupid, pseudo intelligent way.. ha ha.. yay.. boo

so.. yep.. i have nothing to worry about... i shouldn't over analyze... exams are inconsequential.. but u know.. they really aren't.. it matters like hell to me that i should excel at academics.. hee hee. but i also believe in the notion of effective (if not magnificent) time management which rightfully balances the scales between studies and fun.. by this i don't mean, 50-50 (the biscuits remind me of sickly old uncles who grumble too much.. but i digress) time managment.. omg.. imagine 50% on studies.. nahin! mujhe bachao.. (whatever) but.. yeah.. i think there's a formula for the RIGHT sort of work/life ethic to acheive excellence at work and in life. note however, that work is NOT a subset of MY life.. ha ha ha. im so posh.. no, really, im not joking.. posh is i..

some people tell me that im taking ''incoherency on a platter'' too far, and i think, do they want them in small portions? like in an un-platter like way? like one pastry at a time? or, gourmet food like? or hmm.. not at all? well.. i say.. TOUGH.. deal with it..

lame joke or what?

my top 5 songs at the moment:

1. Tera Mera Pyar Sanam- Bombay Vikings (this is the song they played at my cousins wedding for their first dance as a married couple. it was fucking sweet coz it was so obvious that she was fully in love with her new husband and she mouthed the words to the song, which even though is not the right protocol in these type of situations (which calls for sophisticated, almost embarrassed, and absolutely NO hindi movie hip swaggers and lip synching) triggered a whole load of misty eyes in the audience full of cynical sindhis)

2. Nothing Really Matters- Madonna (the album, Ray of Light is a revelation to how talented this woman is EVEN though she was the one who wore a top that showed off her tits while singing a song with lyrics heavily borrowed from Hindu prayers. i could literally hear ppl going ''chi'' and ''hare ram'' and ''o hey lets jack off''

3. Hayling- FC Kahuna --> from the soundtrack of Nip/Tuck and very haunting and sophisticated

4. Over and Over- Nelly and Tim McGraw- surprisingly one of those nice and slow numbers from Nelly, the one and only who gave us Ride wit'me and Country Grammar, which btw has a decent title but starts with '' Hot Shit"...

5. Alone- Heart. Great 80's song. sung by Carrie Underwood at american idol 4... one of those landmark performances... great song..

yes yes.. im going now.. i should go.. leave the grey matters of the world behind.. the thin line between distractions..

omg did u know that ppl spell rock as rawks.. as in: this place rawks!!

and for fuck they say fwak.. as in: u fwaking rawk....

so cool