I have this unbelievable desire to sleep at odd times of the day. The problem is that it was never odd while I was in university. I mean, who cares if I don't make it to class for just one day? Now, I have to make sure I get my 5-6 hours of sleep before work which will never happen if I take a nap at 6pm. It's fucking annoying man!!
Consider today for example. It's Sunday and it's pouring outside. I'm in my room, smoking a cigarette and feeling extremely sleepy. I know how heavenly it would feel to turn up the air conditioning and snuggle up in my sheets and just drift off but I know I can't because I don't need my sleep cycle to go out of whack. Neither can I drink a cup of hot coffee (because that would be heaven right about now) because that will contribute quite significantly to making my sleep cycle go to hell. How boring is my life?
Therefore I am blogging and basically immortalizing my boredom in cyberspace. I am listening to some phoenix, faith hill and mimi. I really need to write. I feel inspired. I feel the beginnings of a story growing in my mind. I know it will never work out because I am lazy and very afraid. I am afraid to delve deeper into these seedlings of inspiration because if I can't proceed, if I can't go through with it, then I know I'm not really a writer, will never be a writer. It's false logic and viciously cyclic but I guess I feel if I don't write anything, then I will never fail.
That's why this blog is such a good thing. It keeps my desire to write something substantial at bay. It satisfies that strong need to write but keeps the pressure off. Oh dear God, I have issues.
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post !!!!!!!!!!!!!!111
lalaallalall
write somethin my funnyhunnybunny
i got throat infection..
i sound hoarse
or sexayyy
depends on which way u look at it.
ok bye
enjoy.
i am signing off,
this is chameli from thirucharpalli(trichy). waiting will jalebis and tea for u kanna, come fast. lou only
Something funny happened to me on my way to your blog today. Got home from work, turned my pc on (which sounds highly erotic if you look at the the right (wrong) way) Anyways, when i had finally managed to establish my online identity, i then clicked on your blog URL (which is in my favourites list, isn't that nice for you to know?) and the webpage that popped up said, 403 - Forbidden page. And I thought the blog police had finally come to their senses and barred your blog from the rest of the sane universe.
But then i clicked refresh, and your blog came up.
shoot.
good night.
PS: You should try sleeping at night, you may not feel so sleepy during the day, then.
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